Losing and winning
LSF; It’s hard to say if you can win or lose in life. I think you can’t really win or lose, but some things give you a strong feeling of it. Like love. Or love-loss. Same thing in friendship. In this, I lose a lot - at least it feels like losing. I don’t completely lose the war, but I lose a battle at a time, and nobody knows when the war will end. Giving up crosses my mind. But it means too much to me. I give up sometimes, get back again, get hurt again. I don’t know what is wise anymore. Why do I let myself get hurt over and over again? And why am I not the only one that does that? Everybody tends to go back to the situations that have hurt them before. But I can’t get my head around it - why…
