July 2008
1 post
Unappreciated
LSF; Unappreciated… that is how I feel sometimes. When I want to give you a kiss and you push me away… just to watch TV. When it’s always me showing initiative, me kissing you, you ending that kiss, me taking your hand… And now, I feel like you take me for granted sometimes. And it hurts. Maybe you don’t mean to treat me like this, but you do. And today when you left,...
June 2008
1 post
Words vs. feelings
LSF; It’s so amazing. It seems like this fairytale doesn’t have an ending. It just keeps getting better and better. It almost seems unreal.
He knows who I am - truly - and why I react differently to certain things he or other people do. He might know me better than I know myself. And lately, we’re starting to get the urge to empower the words ‘I love you’, because it...
April 2008
12 posts
Milaan
MK; I missed you because of Milan today. I loved you because of Milan today. You out there, having you birthday in the sun. The distance makes me wanna turn around and run. Don’t know if we’re friends, don’t know if we’re lovers. Bud the truth is, we love and we care. And we both know, we wanna be there. I missed you because of Milan today. I loved you because of Milan...
Chill&love
MK; We lie in the gras, drinking, smoking, loving. On this point, I want you so badly. Come here and make love to me. While we lie here, in the gras, drinking, smoking, loving. The sun shines on our faces, on this point, I want you so badly. Chill in the big city, laughing like we always do. On this point, I want you so badly. Come here and make love to me. While we lie here, in the gras,...
About Wouter
MK; We were close friends for so long. Talking about everything, laughing, joking, loving the same song. Last night we made love, like I never did before. It makes me realische, your the one I adore. Your the perfect thing, the one that makes my heart sing. I feel like flying, because your around me now. If it won’t work, you still be my friend somehow. I know you, you know me. Better then...
You win
MK; You feel down, low to the ground. I know what you feeling, baby I feel it to. You’re sad because you feel along when there so many people around you.The thing is, you don’t need to have them around. Get yourself back on the ground.It’s hard sometimes, but in the end you don’t need them all.With the few who loves you the most, you would make it true. Because eventualy...
“I see you Serena… on the bar with your Nate looking at you. People know.”
– Chuck
Losing and winning
LSF; It’s hard to say if you can win or lose in life. I think you can’t really win or lose, but some things give you a strong feeling of it. Like love. Or love-loss. Same thing in friendship. In this, I lose a lot - at least it feels like losing. I don’t completely lose the war, but I lose a battle at a time, and nobody knows when the war will end. Giving up crosses my mind. But...
Gone.
MK; You’re even more stupped as I though you would be. You’re no longer the guy you I though you where. You’re don’t controle you’re own life, getting on track, that’s when you need me. But I lost you and you lost yourself. This road has bin hard on you, but it was hard for me to. But I survived. You lost it. I was a mess, and I’m still a mess, But I...
I lost you
MK; You slip through my fingers, and there is not much I can do. I’m no longer you’re girlfriend, I can’t help you. You slip through my fingers, and there is not much left for me to do. I’m no longer you’re back-up, I can’t help you. You slip through my fingers, and I don’t know what to do. I’m no longer around you, I can’t help you. You slip...
Fate
LSF; Sometimes you have to powerlessly wait for fate to cut in. You will question if the emotional rollercoaster is worth it, and if keeping faith is helping you at all. And no one can tell you in advance, you just have to keep faith and keep believing, until you get your answers. It’s like a journey without a compass. You’ll never know until you’re there, but you walk and walk,...
Girl
MK; She’s that girl you think of, when you needed her the most. She’s that girl you don’t see much, but need to have around. Because she knows you. More then you could admit, she knows you. And she know’s you know her to. Blond hear, blue eyes, the beauty you can discibe. He loves her, he’s you’re best friend. And for the first time, he likes a girl, that you...
The ex
MK; I cryed for you today. I cryed on the kickenfloor. The big reason I can not say, But you’re just not around me anymore. The people that know me, saying get over him, move on. I tell them I’m allready over you, but it hase been a lie all along. I miss you. I miss calling you, hugging you, loving you. It breaks my heart to know you miss me to. All you are, are the little sweet things...
not the time to settle down
MK; it’s just not the right time, the reason I can’t explane. it’s just not the right time, and I’m not the one to blame. maybe it’s because I don’t have that special feeling, maybe it’s because I’m way to scared, maybe I’m not over my ex yet, but starting something with you now, just wouldn’t be fair. it’s not like I don’t...
March 2008
2 posts
Somehow you always know
LSF; I think you don’t even know how much influence you have in my life. When you quit dancing, I quit too. Just because there wasn’t the same feeling to it when you weren’t there to have fun with during that small hour. Second, you’re my boyfriends best friend, which means a lot to him. And you knew things way before I found out, and I was stupid not to listen to you right...
The two girls
LSF; Two girls who want to share their worlds, their loves, their losses, and their hearts. And what better way is there than to write it out to eachother? Now we can read whenever we want or tell eachother whenever we need to tell something. So even with our busy lives buzzing around us and going on 24/7, we can find a way to keep in touch or read back on nice things. You know you love us, MK...