LSF; Unappreciated… that is how I feel sometimes. When I want to give you a kiss and you push me away… just to watch TV. When it’s always me showing initiative, me kissing you, you ending that kiss, me taking your hand… And now, I feel like you take me for granted sometimes. And it hurts. Maybe you don’t mean to treat me like this, but you do. And today when you left, I got sad. At that moment I realised I didn’t like what just happened, and what it did to me. It makes me feel insecure, makes me think: what else do I have to do to be good enough. What else do I need to do to please you. What…
LSF; It’s so amazing. It seems like this fairytale doesn’t have an ending. It just keeps getting better and better. It almost seems unreal.
He knows who I am - truly - and why I react differently to certain things he or other people do. He might know me better than I know myself. And lately, we’re starting to get the urge to empower the words ‘I love you’, because it just doesn’t say it all. You could say ‘I love you’ to a frickin’ tree if you know what I mean. What’s so special about it nowadays? Both knowing that you love eachother, that feeling, says a lot more.
And still, I feel like I owe the girl that kept telling me to try, kept telling me he was so right for me, and she was so damn right. I owe you, sweety. I owe you. And if I knew a way to pay you back for this, I would. But there isn’t a greater favour than making someone extremely happy and finding the one for her. If I find your prince, I’ll definitly tell you. And I hope you won’t be as stupid as I was to doubt about it. ♥
MK; I missed you because of Milan today. I loved you because of Milan today. You out there, having you birthday in the sun. The distance makes me wanna turn around and run. Don’t know if we’re friends, don’t know if we’re lovers. Bud the truth is, we love and we care. And we both know, we wanna be there. I missed you because of Milan today. I loved you because of Milan today. The next time, we go together.
MK; We lie in the gras, drinking, smoking, loving. On this point, I want you so badly. Come here and make love to me. While we lie here, in the gras, drinking, smoking, loving. The sun shines on our faces, on this point, I want you so badly. Chill in the big city, laughing like we always do. On this point, I want you so badly. Come here and make love to me. While we lie here, in the gras, drinking, smoking, loving.
MK; We were close friends for so long. Talking about everything, laughing, joking, loving the same song. Last night we made love, like I never did before. It makes me realische, your the one I adore. Your the perfect thing, the one that makes my heart sing. I feel like flying, because your around me now. If it won’t work, you still be my friend somehow. I know you, you know me. Better then ever, it was meant to be. What the future brings, we just don’t know. But for now, it feels like, I love you so.
I could be who I am, when I am with you.
MK; You feel down, low to the ground. I know what you feeling, baby I feel it to. You’re sad because you feel along when there so many people around you.The thing is, you don’t need to have them around. Get yourself back on the ground.It’s hard sometimes, but in the end you don’t need them all.With the few who loves you the most, you would make it true. Because eventualy there the one, giving it back to you.
LSF; It’s hard to say if you can win or lose in life. I think you can’t really win or lose, but some things give you a strong feeling of it. Like love. Or love-loss. Same thing in friendship. In this, I lose a lot - at least it feels like losing. I don’t completely lose the war, but I lose a battle at a time, and nobody knows when the war will end. Giving up crosses my mind. But it means too much to me. I give up sometimes, get back again, get hurt again. I don’t know what is wise anymore. Why do I let myself get hurt over and over again? And why am I not the only one that does that? Everybody tends to go back to the situations that have hurt them before. But I can’t get my head around it - why…
MK; You’re even more stupped as I though you would be. You’re no longer the guy you I though you where. You’re don’t controle you’re own life, getting on track, that’s when you need me. But I lost you and you lost yourself. This road has bin hard on you, but it was hard for me to. But I survived. You lost it. I was a mess, and I’m still a mess, But I survived. You lost it. Completly lost it. And even now, when you don’t longer my guy, the guy I like. I still care for you, even if I don’t want to. It breaks my heart to see you falling, falling hard. It makes me so mad, so sad. You’re even more stupped as I though you would be. You’re no longer the guy I though you where. Because you lost it.
MK; You slip through my fingers, and there is not much I can do. I’m no longer you’re girlfriend, I can’t help you. You slip through my fingers, and there is not much left for me to do. I’m no longer you’re back-up, I can’t help you. You slip through my fingers, and I don’t know what to do. I’m no longer around you, I can’t help you. You slip through my fingers, and there’s nothing left to do. I’m no longer you’re feetback, I lost you.
